Not Hell Not Heaven

I'm so tired...
Just leave alone.
Lets this miss gona change.
Became a litle prays for you.
Maybe not to late to be a dreamer.
I've left behind.
Even...too far behind.
No need to look at me.
And don't be afraid i'm ahead of you.

I think...we have the same end.
Just heaven...or hell.
But this is not my heaven.
And also not my hell.
This is my world...
My way...my choise